Diamond 2

Now where again the stone I found,
the one I threw away,
your fire again I need again,
which deep inside you lay.
The magic found,
and gathered round,
from you I built a wall
of diamond hard
and brittle shard
and thought it n'er would fall
Now thunderstruck I find again,
I know not what to say,
no similarity can I find,
as the poison makes its play.
I find again within, the Beast
No Sentinel to hand,
if I were but to loose the chain,
then before the Beast I stand.
What is this thing but me myself,
no fear, no pride, no shame,
can I but come to greement here,
or win by good or ill,
then put him in his rightfull place,
and hold him to my Will.
It can't be done, I try in vain,
and fearfull now I search to find,
that diamond once again.